Neither Greedy Nor Gnostic

We see at this time of year clearly that without Christ, things fly apart, but in Him they hold together. Look at the secular Christmas observances. There are cultural forces pushing you to indulge yourself like an oriental despot. And on the other hand, there is this pressure–in the Hallmark movies and pop-philosophers–towards radical self-renunciation.

And without Christ, that’s what the world does, it veers wildly between extremes.

But in Christ, things hold together, disparate things meet, tensions hold. You could express this as a negative exhortation: Don’t do this, don’t do that, there are two ditches to avoid, etc. But I would rather express this as a positive: you may, you can, what glory!

Here’s the thing: In Christ, you are free to enjoy the good gifts of God and you are also free from being enslaved to your appetites. You are made for God alone, and he is the source of all your joys, but in his good pleasure, he chose to mediate his love for you through all sorts of physical things. God took on flesh to redeem your flesh and to pronounce a resounding confirmation of the “It was all very good” spoken at creation. Christmas marks a new creation, the beginning of the healing of all hurts.

So, the exhortation is to gratitude for the good gifts of God and generosity towards those you have been given to love. You don’t have to grab everything for yourself, as if God were going to run out of blessings later in the week and those who didn’t get all they could are hosed. Remember the folks who gathered extra manna, because they were worried God wouldn’t provide it the next day? Worms. Full of worms. But at the same time, you don’t have to turn your eyes upward away from stuff of earth towards the luminous realm of spirit in order to be pleasing to God. He has given you the whole earth to enjoy, or more accurately, he has given you himself expressed in every inch of creation. Receive it as such with joy.

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Proclaim His Death at Christmas

By this bread and wine, so say the words of institution, we proclaim Christ’s death until he comes. But it’s not just Christ’s death that we’re proclaiming, it’s our own as well, and the death of the whole world. We’re declaring the end of one era and the beginning of another. The incarnation of God the Son is nothing less than a new creation of the world. It is a reality as surprising as the creation of the world out of nothing. Through sin, the world was falling away, dissipating, fading. Satan’s kingdom was not getting stronger and stronger and more potent, it was dissolving. Because that’s what sin is: it is separation from the source of life and being.

But in the person of Jesus Christ, created reality, stained with sin and slowly wasting away, met uncreated reality in all its divine ineffability and vitality. This baby in the manger, declared by angels and attended by scruffy sheep guys, is the intersection point between heaven and earth. “I am the door,” he says, by which mortal men have access to the realm of light and by which the stuff of heaven can meet the stuff of earth.

And then he died. His body was broken, his blood was shed, the way was shut, or so it seemed. But as Peter says in Acts 2, you can’t fully and finally kill the one who is the Resurrection. It was not possible for death to subdue the Lord of Life. From the moment of conception, Christ was the Lord of Life, the stuff of heaven bound to the stuff of earth. You can’t separate the Christmas story from Good Friday, and you can’t separate Good Friday from Easter Sunday. It’s one thing.

So during Advent we proclaim his death. On Christmas morning, we proclaim his death. While opening presents and eating cinnamon rolls, we proclaim his death. Why? Because his death is merely the death of our sin, the death of the old world order and thus the beginning of the new creation. Christ Jesus is the resurrection and the life, in the Manger, on the Cross, in the Tomb, in Resurrected form, as he reigns at the Father’s right hand now, and when he comes again in glory. We eat and drink now in faith, proclaiming the end of one world and the beginning of the new.

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On Truth in History

What follows is a stab at a topic that I am in no way qualified to speak to. It was prompted by lots of history podcasts recently and a conversation with my father-in-law at Thanksgiving.

File it under “Confidently Stated Musings”

History is, for lack of a better expression, the arranging of the accounts of human events into a coherent (though not necessarily complete/closed) narrative for the purpose of preserving cultural memory and perhaps also communicating to a particular audience a set of values. It is granted that history is a human artifact and that historians cannot provide an exhaustive description of the events in their purview, nor should they attempt to do so. All history is a selection of some set of facts and an omission of others. The choice of selection is, to some degree, at the historian’s discretion. In most cases, the so-called “actual” details of an event are lost or imperfectly preserved or accounts are contradictory.

So the question arises: is it the historian’s job to relate, to the best of his ability, what “actually” happened, or is it to tell a compelling story?

Is the historian obliged to say, “But we don’t really know” every other sentence? That is certainly tedious, but does honesty require it? If he knows that an account is to some degree doubtful, is he obliged to present it as doubtful to that same degree?

If the historian is trying to tell a compelling story, how much license does he have? Can he make up dialogue? Can he make up internal thoughts? Can he ascribe motives? Can he omit significant events for the sake of his narrative? By what standard? Do the ends (a good story) justify the means (dishonesty–remember you can effectively lie by only saying factually correct statements)?

Who judges what a good story is? Who judges what ends/values are noble enough to warrant formulating histories and myths to promote them?

I argue that God is the preeminent historian and that his word is the standard by which we judge stories. In order to walk the balance described above, we must conform our stories to his, we must be steeped in his word and devoted to his church. An end is noble because God says it is, not because it is convenient or pleasant to us. And the means by which an end is furthered is similarly defined by God in his word.

Holy Scripture contains all that is necessary for life and godliness (2 Pet. 1:3), and there is no moral situation to which the scriptures do not speak, in principle if not in detail.

If a historian falls on the side of “trying to tell a compelling story to further certain ends”, I am not categorically opposed. But the trust that I have in his history will be a direct function of his Christian piety. Is he a member in submission to a bible-believing church? Is he feeding on the word regularly? What is his prayer life like? Is he theologically literate, meaning is he able to read the scriptures and to some degree organize what they say? Do the stories of the Old Testament shape his imagination? Do the parables of Christ shape his ethics?

If all the above is lacking, I will take a “painstakingly accurate–tedium be damned!” historian every time, without question.

To the particular point of white-washing heroes, this the scriptures manifestly do not do. And they do not do it for a very obvious reason: because only one is good, and that is God alone. Man is wicked, down to his bones. The bad guys are wicked, the good guys are wicked, everybody is wicked. If we don’t get that, then we will fall into the “I can be good enough on my own” trap, which is the surest and oldest (though not the fastest) path to Hell. A society built upon a foundation that ignores the depravity of man is going to be a hell-hole before many moons have passed. The American system was founded on the doctrine of total depravity (among other things), and that’s about the only reason we’re still functioning as a people with such relative liberty.

I firmly argue that a history must not whitewash the heroes. This is not the same thing as constantly airing dirty laundry or trotting out all the most salacious stories. And sure, there are stories that can be told as simple moral exemplars (George Washington was brave and honest. You should be too.) But the myths of a people need to include the Truth that the sorrows of this sorry world are not going to be ended by us all just ginning up the will to do better. The only way to peace and plenty is through the gospel of Christ freely preached and wholeheartedly believed.

Everything else is the “Go to Hell slowly” plan.

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Against Sentimentality

I like to imagine Christmas as the last truly great fortress of Christendom. Pretty much every other Christian thing that had any actual cultural significance has been eroded or compromised or tainted, but I imagine the devils absolutely dreading the coming of December, reminiscing fondly about Saturnalia and other pre-Christian pagan orgies, and looking at the Christmas festivities as indomitable walls blazing with unendurable light and heat. But most great fortresses in history have fallen by treachery or subterfuge, not open assault, and I think it’s no different here. The tunnellers are well at work.

One of those tunnels is holiday sentimentality, namely focusing on the emotional effect the celebrations have rather than on the thing being celebrated. It’s a subtle trick, because the emotional response to soft lights and ornamented trees and rich food and all that is good and unavoidable. But just like a man can be focused not on the good of his wife but rather on how his wife makes him feel, and vice versa, so we can chase emotional highs at Christmas time and not see that this is the first step on the path back to pagan self-indulgence and debauchery.

Instead, remember that your feasting and gift-giving and merrymaking are doing something objective in the world. They are not just about creating emotional experiences for you and yours, but rather the songs and the cider and the gifts and the gratitude, the feasts and the lights and all of it are proclaiming the truest of things: that Jesus Christ came in the flesh for the redemption of the whole world. This is not about me and my feelings. Rather, this is about bearing objective witness to your children and neighbors and a dying world that man may have peace with God through the blood of Jesus, and that the risen Christ is Lord of All.  

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Tell It Again

Around the Thanksgiving Table and at Christmas time, we tend to do a funny thing: we tell the same stories over and over again. And this can get tedious, so going into the holiday season, we all should do a quick check, “Am I that guy? Do I bore people with the same self-aggrandizing stories over and over?” But in general telling the same stories over and over is a good thing, it binds a people together and the curating and sharing of family stories should be encouraged.

And hopefully you can think of stories in your family’s lore that never get old. Going into Edgren family gatherings, there’s always the hope that someone will get Uncle Dan going on one of his tales. And maybe you’ve noticed that stories grow in the telling, not always in a bad way, but they wrap up other people in the story who weren’t there. When you’ve heard the same story over and over, told by someone you love, it becomes yours. And the story grows to encompass not just the events, but the effect the retelling of the events have. So when I hear Uncle Dan tell one of his stories, I am thinking not just of the event that happened when he was 14, but of all the laughter of the intervening years when he’s told it to friends and family in the happy haze after a festive dinner.

That’s what this supper is too. It’s a retelling of the greatest of all the stories, the story of which all our tales and myths are dim reflections. And this story is big enough to wrap you up in it. Because a story is more than the event it recounts, it also encompasses the effect that it has on the hearer. This is not a story that leaves the hearer unchanged. This story is the beating heart of reality itself and the source of all your joys. It’s yours, if you hear it in faith. And here is proof: the Author has invited you to join in it by this bread and wine. You are invited to take, eat, remember and believe. This is who you are. You are bought with Christ’s blood and joined to his body. This is your story. Tell it again.

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One Loaf

The scriptures say in 1 Corinthians 10 that those who partake of the offering become part of the offering. That’s the reality behind the image of eating. As the sage hath said, you are what you eat. If we all eat the same thing, then we have an ontological unity, a commonality of being. This meal changes you, it binds you to your fellow Christian as you both are bound to Jesus.

The danger which this teaching guards us against is pride. There is a tendency to think oneself superior to one’s neighbor because of the insight you have about our cultural moment or the urbane circle of friends you interact with online or the books you read or the shows you watch or the sports you play or literally anything. We can take anything as a basis for feelings of superiority.

But the truth is that there are only two groups: those bound to Christ’s body and washed with his blood, and those who are dead in their sins. This bread and wine are the tokens of the first group. And the wisest and mightiest among us comes to this table on the same grounds as the two-year-old who spends thirty seconds with the basket trying to find the biggest piece of bread. We all come by faith to be fed again by the hand of Christ.

That’s not to say that there isn’t hierarchy in the Kingdom of Heaven, but greatness in that kingdom begins with knowing in your bones that your standing before God is entirely on the merits of Christ the Son. So do not despise your neighbor. Bear with his weakness as God bears with yours. Forgive her sins against you as God forgives you. And do so with laughter in your heart at the absurdity of your own smallness.

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Alone Yet Together

As we are marching towards the celestial city, we do so both in company with other saints and also alone. At the end of all your days, you stand before God alone to give an account for your words and deeds. But at the same time, you have union with Christ and all who are his. Your fellowship with the saints around you today is as real and potent as steak and potatoes, and by it you are strengthened and comforted.

So the call is to true fellowship and charity without mistaking means for ends. Your purpose is to glorify God and enjoy him forever. Ultimately you are made for God alone, but you are also made like him–made to give and receive love. So here are some diagnostic questions to help check yourself in this:

On the one hand:

  • Who are my people? Do I think of myself as bound in covenant to my brothers and sisters in Christ? Am I honoring my father and mother? Am I submitting to my elders? Are there people whom I can go to for counsel, people who know me and love me? Am I giving sacrificially of my time and resources to those whom God has given me to love? Are there friends who I know are praying for me and will ask me hard questions?

And on the other hand:

  • Do I find myself obsessing about who’s friends with whom? Am I a gossip or a busybody; always eager to discuss other people’s business? Do I want to be the confidant of everyone, to sit at the center of a spiderweb of relationships? Do I put too much stock in the good opinion of others? Does criticism crush me? 

The cure to both errors is to be rock solid grounded in the love of God. When you know the love of God, you are free from unhealthy attachment to others, but also you are free to lavish the love of God upon others and receive his love as it passes through the hands of others to you. And the key to knowing the love of God, is to come to him in faith, which begins with confessing your sins.

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Hard Providences

Often, as we walk through the wilderness of this life, we encounter hardship. Maybe you have noticed this. There are occasionally things about our lives which we do not like. Sometimes they are small, like unexpected moldy bread. Sometimes they are bigger, like the transmission on your car going out. And sometimes they are world-shattering, like the death of a child or a friend, a cancer diagnosis, a betrayal. And sometimes they are not events, but long, slow realities: Chronic pain, singleness, infertility that goes on year after year, and so on.

What do you do when things are lousy?

The Catechism, summarizing scripture, says that “The decrees of God are his eternal purpose, whereby for his own glory, he hath foreordained whatsoever comes to pass.” In other words, all things come from the hand of God and are purposed by him for his own glory. This can repel you or it can comfort you.

You could hear that and say, “A God who would do or allow that is not worth my obedience. I’m not on that God’s team.” But this is like jettisoning yourself from the spaceship because you don’t like astronaut food. There is nowhere else to go. You are made by God, and He is your life. To turn your back on Him is to walk out into the snowy wilderness naked and alone. Thinking that you could pass judgement on God’s choices is an inherently pagan move. It is tacitly assuming that God is just a bigger version of you, like your boss, and you could change companies or write a negative review of his management style. But that’s not it at all. The God we confess in the creed is not one option among many, he is light and air and food and drink. The only other option is the void.

So, the only Christian response to suffering, to hard providences, is to dive deeper into the love of God. To recognize in the pain and discomfort the kindness of God calling you to himself. All the delights and comforts of this world are gifts from Him, but their power to bring you joy is derivative, it is from God. And by faith you can know the joy of his presence and favor more deeply in suffering than you did in plenty.

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Salutes and Wedding Rings

Every covenant has signs and seals, symbols and rituals that declare and reinforce the invisible realities. So when a man and woman marry, they give each other rings. Those rings don’t make them married; if her wedding band falls off and is lost during a vigorous round of pickleball, they don’t need to get remarried, but the ring declares and reinforces the marriage covenant.

When a soldier addresses or approaches an officer of a higher rank, the lower salutes the higher, and then the higher returns the salute. This ritual also declares and reinforces the presence of an invisible reality.

Deeper and truer and richer than these are the signs and seals that God has prescribed in his word for the ordering of his covenants. Circumcision, the tabernacle, the temple, the holiness code, the sacrificial system, all these physical rites and rituals served to declare and reinforce God’s presence and blessing with his people. And now all those have been gathered up and concentrated into two: baptism and this meal here. Both do the same thing, baptism once and the Lord’s Supper again and again.

They declare that you are united with Christ and as such your sins are forgiven, your filth has been cleansed, your God is reconciled to you, your Father welcomes you home, and there is a card at the table with your name on it. Though in yourself you were unworthy, yet now you have been made worthy. Though before you were enemies and traitors, now you are welcome to eat of the captain’s bread with the whole company in preparation for the great conquest.

The covenant realities are real and thick and chewy. They are sweet and potent and warming. The covenant is so real that the declaration of it is something you can eat, something you can drink. This ritual is not something man made up. No. It’s too simple, too elegant, too perfect. This is the gift of your God through His Son by His Spirit.

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